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Morning. Uncle Ray in his pajamas, informing us
America is turning into a country of foreign faces
standing in front of broken-down churches.
He cuts sloppily into a ruby-red grapefruit.
Two cups of coffee into the pot, Uncle Ray
announces we should be mending our fences
this very afternoon, not staring at him all pink
and alive with that look of hands-behind-our-backs.
He suggests we mend our fences late today, at the time
the sky almost faints into the colors of a Mass card,
then he starts talking of Auntie Jen, of how,
even in her deathbed, he went to her
with messy hair, unable to sing. Its approaching ten
and still in his pajamas, Uncle Ray beckons
for one more cup of coffee, imitating the gasps
of trout in a plastic bucket. He tells us,
holding his cup up high, as if to make a toast,
that now that Auntie Jens been gone for seven years,
he wants to find someone to love enough to love them.
The kind of woman, he says, who could always have
a lollipop in her mouth. Even if she were a CPA,
a red lollipop would not be out of place,
but would look like a precision tool as she waved it
across a 30-page computer print-out. Shed be
beautiful, says Uncle Ray as he goes to the kitchen
to brew another pot--beautiful, he says, as the lone
hunter he saw in the marsh last Sunday carrying a duck
by its scruff, steam rising from its still warm blood.
Susan Cavanaugh is a part-time student at Thomas Edison State College. She has been awarded two Allen Ginsberg Poetry Awards, a Painted Bride Quarterly award and a Best of Yankee award, 1997. Her chapbook, The Good Sense of a Bird, appeared in 1994 from Still Waters Press. |
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