First Prize:


DYSTONIA

    by David Keplinger

    --after Leon Fleischer



The hand did not wake up. Forty years
I spent thinking of the right, the right.
The left hand got bored.
I am a pianist, I told the right hand.
I am Fleischer. The clamp of the hand
persisted. Brahms in A minor persisted.
It waited.

I am thinking of how Brahms
would sink from my brain
into the ball of my right shoulder,
how I felt it moving from the triceps
to a place above the elbow, about
right here, then crippled itself.
Not crippled.

It was more like a fish, like a fish
in a burst of freezing water, more
stunned, not crippled, not dead. And I
went fishing for that fish,
to coax it from the ice, to lead it
from my elbow to the hand.

There is something I want to tell
about the piano: "You must hear
before you play," my old teacher
once said. I want to tell you
what I heard. I listened to the Brahms
for forty years. I heard it founder
in the ice. I heard a living thing

I wanted only to save. I was
the Brahms. I was cascading down.
I was swimming in the waters. I felt
a tingling in this hand.
I felt it open up and close, becoming
warm again. I was breathing in the warmth. I was making
little breaths.